I'M WISHING (again)

..that you'll text me.

Happy Easter!

I know a place that we can go to
A place where no one knows you
They won't know who we are

I know a place that we can run to
And do those things we want to
They won't know who we are

Let me take you there
I wanna take you there

I know a place that we've forgotten
A place we won't get caught in
They won't know who we are (they won't know, won't know)

I know a place where we can hide out
And turn our hearts inside out
They won't know who we are

Let me take you there
I wanna take you there
Let me take you there
Take you there
Take you there
Ooohhh
Ooohhh
Ooohhh
Ooohhh

I know a place we'll be together
And stay this young forever
They won't know who we are

Let me take you there
I wanna take you there
Let me take you there
Take you there
Take you there
Ooohhh

We can get away to a better place if you let me take you there
We can go there now cause every second counts
Just let me take you there
Take you there..

Start looking, man.

I haven't been in a serious relationship for a long time now. Surprisingly, I never felt any pressure or whatsoever about it. For one, should I?

Weird ba? I dunno.. I just keep telling everyone when I'm asked why I'm not into any, "UP took it away from me!" Hahaha..

Of course that's not true. In four years, I had cut myself enough slack that would make it impossible for me not to find one. I had the time to do it. It's just that I did not.

Theory #1. I must've suffered too much from my last (which was also, the first) serious relationship that it totally wiped the hell out my mind. For some people I know, though, who went on the same thing, they were more, uh, hateful, or bitter, I think, of what has happened, making them more "active" than ever (if you know what I mean).

Theory #2. I was more focused in my studies than ever before. *laugh out loud, ian* If this is true, then I am so done with my life! Hah. Academically, I really think I didn't do well during my undergrad years. But here's something to think over: what if I was in a relationship during my undergrad? Would I have been better in my acads? Or worse? Hmm...

Theory#3. I was not attracted to anyone in UP. Let me think.. There's ^^, ^^, and ^^. I beg to disagree! I had been attracted to some people. I may not be that person who knows almost everyone in school, but I do have made some good choices out of even a handful of people I know slash meet.

Theory #4. The "right" person for me is still unaware that I exist. Ang corny naman. But somehow I like to think this one's true. Better if that someone's actually my future classmate in UPCM. Lemme think... Hmm... Niiice.

Theory #5. I'm not ready. Or, better said, I don't know how. Hahah. Poor me.

Kasi naman dude, masyado kang insecure. All I'm saying is that maybe you could help me. As if naman I'm still up to something not right. That's so yesterday, man.. Come on. Call me. You know my number.

Theory #6. This is beginning to sound really weird. In addition, the sixth theory is something that I will not tell anyone. If you have an idea, then shhh.

Theory #7. There is just too much porn under my bed, inside my closet/stash box, or on my secure digital disk. Yeah whatever.

Theory #8. Is there theory number eight? I don't think so. If you think there is, then tell me. Who knows, it might be the most feasible. I mean, possible.

On second thought about "It's just that I did not." Maybe I did. Tried, at least. But then everything was.. crap. Just crappy, and I don't function well in crappy environment.

Why am I much bothered about this, right now.

"I'm going to Med school, man. I need a boost."

These Hard Times

Artist: Matchbox Twenty
Album: Exile on Mainstream


Morning falls like rain into the city life
There goes another night
Losing my breath in waves
Knowing that ever crash is bleading the hourglass
and taking the strife from all our lives

Everyone keeps talking
They promise you everything
But they don't mean anything

We may loose our focus
There's just too many words
We're never meant to learn
And we don't feel so alive

So goodbye, these days are gone
and we can't keep holding on
When all we need is some relief
Through these hard times
Through these hard times

Move your hands in circles
Keeping me hypnotized
The power behind your eyes

Move around your bedroom cursing the naked sky
You should be here tonight
But you stay alone and cry

Say goodbye, these days are gone
and we can't keep holding on
When all we need is some relief
Through these hard times
(whoa) There's something missing
(Oh whoa) You'll never feel it but you
(Oh whoa) You're gonna feel it when it's gone
When it's gone

Say goodbye, these days are gone
and we can't keep holding on
When all we need is some relief
Through these hard times
(hey) these Hard times
(oh no now) Hard times
Hard times

Say goodbye, these days are gone
Say goodbye, these days are gone
These days are gone..